29th and more soon...

Dear, ......

You are far beyond beautiful. God has made you in His image. I can't get over the fact that you are His precious creation and I get to live and love you forever. You are the 2nd best gift God has given me. Jesus is first. I can just keep ranting on how much you're gorgeous, and how much I adore you.

"Love knows no limit to its endurance
no end to its trus,
Love still stands
when all else has fallen"

-1 Corinthians 13:7-8

Honey! I love you! I thank you for your patience with me. I hope these letters make you happy. I know I'm a cheesy man, but what can I say. I jut love you!

Love, John

28th

Hello Love,

Hi. I'm in Denver, Colorado. Forgive me for this short message. I was here today to talk and meet with the people for this company that hired me here. I wanted more dollar bills on the salary that they were going to give me, since moving to Colorado would be a little bit of a hassle. We couldn't meet eye to eye with the numbers, and so we mutually decided to part ways. However, they'll keep me on the radar for future expansion and development. I want to tell you that I feel proud and honored that I got hired, but I felt like I needed some more time in Los Angeles to explore my options. Because there's a lot of options in LA. I just gotta go get them. I'm doing my best as a man to be ready to lead a family. I want you to be there with me and be helping each other to be raising heavenly babies. Ahhhh just the thought of it makes me giddy.

God is soo good. I'm blessed to be in a place of options and decisions that will change the future. I know I've got some studying and some learning to do, but these are fun things to go through. It leads to growth and experience. I want to be as wise as Solomon and as brave as David. I want to have the courage of manhood. I want to pursue you and love you to the fullest. I want to do it all with the power of the Holy Spirit of course. Galatians 5!!! Sooo good! I want to be full of the Spirit! Leggo!!

Please be nice! Please be the greatest partner in life! Please be everything that God has molded you to be! Continue to grow in Him and continue to love everybody! This is wonderful! Alrighty! Tomorrow's the last entry for you my love. I wish I can blow your mind with my words typed onto this blog. God will for sure blow our minds when that day happens! Good day!

Love, John

27th

My Love,

It's Monday! Happy Monday! I woke up this morning not knowing what to do. Like what am I doing today? I had a little bit of chest pains this morning. I won't die just yet. I will live to serve the Lord, and hopeful to live a life glorifying Him with you forever. I know it's becoming a theme of this month's blog entries to write about how much I want to serve God and how much I want to just live a life pleasing and being in love with Him first and then you second. I'm excited for tomorrow. There's a lot to be done, but with God's power in us. We're going to be able to do it all. I know it! You know it! God has it already written it down.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not harm you plans to give you hope and a future"- Jeremiah 29:11

Not taking this passage out of context; however, I believe that God has a plan. I have plan too, but His plan is a lot better. I doubt a lot, and often times I make mistakes. Actually, I make mistakes a lot in life. I choose the wrong words to say, I complicated relationships, and I'm just odd and strange to many. However, that's just who I am and I'm learning as I go through this life. I really hope that you get me and that you understand me more than I understand myself. I want to lead you, but also I want you to kick me in the butt if I have done something wrong or said something that's stupid. I love you, and would never want to intentionally harm or hurt you. Everything that I do is for the better and I'm going to live with that. I hope you believe the things that I say because I am what I say and I am what I do. Ultimately, I am a son of God. And hopefully a man that leads and guides you through this life that we're going to be sharing forever and ever.

Two more days before this month is over. There's an extra day left sort of like an encore to this project. I've been lazy and I know that I've delayed some of these entries. Especially these last ones. I'll leave it at that. I love you and will always will!

Love, John