Wednesday, September 2, 2009

"No tea, No work"


That's right! I can't work w/o tea these days. I can't focus because there's really not much to focus on. My boss is depress and my work is beginning to feel that depression as well. I'm trying to optimize the business and make it function without any major spendature. The lab is set, but there's still a few pieces missing. I'm not sure if it's going to work. I'm praying about it, but it's just not meshing well with the whole picture. There's a lot going on, and there's just me and my sucking boss right now.
He's doing his part well. He's just not driven to expand and to explore different ways to grow. I'm getting a little annoyed that I'm not getting any much effort from the man that started everything. Something's going to change here soon. I'm praying about it.

It's the "-ber" month time. It's that time again... When you know that Christmas is coming and then a new year is born. I'm anxious. I was thinking about it today. When gmail wasn't working, I went out to get some ice cream today to cool out. The ice cream vendor was cool and told me that I look like a model. Thanks!? He was chill. I sat on a curb and watch cars pass by. I just realize that it's September. I decided to leave and go home early. Accidentall fell asleep and an hour later I wake up thinking that it's the end of the world. It was not a great dream. I don't even know what it was, but it put me in a bad state. I went to a feast afterwards and just enjoyed having people around. Time can go so fast. It's ridiculous. There's a lot in my head, and I wonder how much time I think about things- a lot. I really need to just relax and take things day by day. Love on God, and make him as the center of everything.
I'm okay if things aren't going my way. Even if a meteor hits me and kills me, I'm okay with that. I'm living happy and healthy. I'm thankful and I'm joyful. I couldn't ask for anything, but to see others happy. Tea is a good theraphy for my body. I don't go to work without any tea. It's like not eating anything before reading the bible. It's a good rule to live by.

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