"My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness"

2nd Corinthians 12:7-10

Paul, the apostle to the Gentiles said:

And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in this flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.

For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me. My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecution, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.

Every moment that I'm alive right now I hear this music in my ears singing to me in great joy that I am strong, yet weak at the same time. I don't feel alone anymore, yet I worry of the future sometimes. I have God, but where am I going with it? Faith, I should have right? I know. Oh sheep! I feel weak, but I act strong. What's the deal? I honestly don't know. Feels like I'm living a descent life, but it doesn't seem like it. Is there a problem? There's always a problem. And every problem has a solution. Sure... Some problems just have to pass by. They pass by right? Sure... I'm alive, I've been living for a while now. I don't know how much longer do I have in this earth-plenty. I feel powerless, yet enforcing. I feel retarder, but also genius at the same time. I feel like a poser, but also real at the same time.

I finally found out my strengths. (Clifton Strengths Finder test)

INCLUDER

DEVELOPER

WOO

EMPATHY

POSITIVITY

I'll explain what they are later...