Waking up at 3 am... why?

I don't know exactly why I just got up from bed and now in front of my computer listening to the sounds of Coldplay and writing on this blog. I'm still sleepy... Yet, I'm up... I have to get up early on a Saturday to perhaps pray and go drive 15 junior high kids to go play paint-ball at Lake Arrowhead. It's going to be a sick trip! I'm super excited with my tired eyes and more aspirating voice.

It's been a tough week or two. Just things coming out of no where. It's ridiculous. Whether it's at work, home, or church, it just keeps following me around like a magnet. I don't even know what follows me. Is it stress? confusion? frustration? Who knows, I never do these days. I just go with my gut these days and see if God approves or not cause He is my big boss. If He doesn't then, He makes something happen. I just need to follow. I give it all to Him.

I love how I have a bible to read and commentaries, precepts, journals, articles, etc. to just calm myself out. Or a good glass of clean tap water with no ice, and lemon. That's how I like it. I know what I like.

Going back to bed... zzzzzz....