I'm typing through my scrappy laptop as well that's just really slow. I just want it to be Wednesday afternoon already. I just realize that I'm doing a lot of driving this next few days. And the car that I'm driving doesn't have an iPod adapter. I guess I'll be talking to God a lot in the next three days. As I have been doing in the past 3 days. I finally recovered from the lack of sleep and the fatigue of just running around trying to get things done. My knees hurt, and I can't be as mobile as I want to be. I am sad. I guess that's okay. It reminds me a verse in Ecclesiastes, chapter 7:3 "Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart". I appreciate all the blessing and gifts that I have given. I can't expect anything else. I'm blessed to have this couple adopt me for a while here in MD. They have no kids, dude works for Biaera and she's a pt, and have been in love for like 13 years. Non-Christians, unfortunate, but I'm grilling them about Jesus. Too bad, I'm leaving to Delaware tomorrow. Two and a half hours of driving, by myself in the East Coast. Fun! I really will miss their irresistible love for each other. I'll be back to say hello and goodbye Wednesday. They were so much in disbelief when I told them that I'm not married, and single. They want to set me up with some of their friend's friends and thought that they'd love me since I'm from the west coast and that I'm so colorful. I think they refer to my skin color. I love meeting cute couples who's been married and still rocking it for more than 10 years. That's love.
That was one of the few conversation that I've had this weekend. Most of my conversations were with God. Just mumbling to him about stuff. I'm going crazy, at least people think I am. Not really good for business. O well. I've been doing a lot of strolls, walks, jogs and a lot of reading and just quiet time. I really didn't want to get on my computer for this reason or any reason, but I just needed to write it or talk it out. I feel really good to be away. I missed a few things, like a camera, my flash drive (thank goodness for the internet), and under garments. I forgot that I'm wearing khaki and slacks around. Well good things they're cheap. I bought some yesterday. I should budget, but I kind of just went on "i don't care" mode. It's just moneys. I'm here to make more, and God will provide. If he doesn't then, I'll be on welfare. If he does, I'll still be on welfare. My boss and I are in constant communications as I am also representing him as well. He should've just came with me, but someone has to stay back to run the office. Anyways, I'm used to the three hour difference already. I was miserable when the plane landed Friday and the sun's up. I forgot my sunglasses too. Failure. Anyways, looking forward for a productive and fun week. I miss church. I miss blue. I'll be back soon!
...Reading Romans 12. So many treasures in that short chapter. I just gotta keep swimming. Just keep swimming... just keep swimming... The bible give me joy. Oh Paul, I want to work for this guy. And I want to be best friends with John. He was Jesus's best friend. I want to be best friends with my Savior's best friend. He also wrote the last book in the bible. These guys are awesome! People asked me before who can I relate too the most out of all the dudes in the bible. I'd say right now, it's John. Hey, I'm John. I'm kind of like a John. I am a John. Jesus's told him to take care of his mom Mary. In a humbling way, if anyone asks me to take care of their moms or them, I will. He was the first one to question Jesus when Jesus announced to his disciples that someone's going to betray him. I always wonder if I did wrong, or if I'm doing wrong, or if I'll do wrong. I never know sometime... Well, I do know. I just sometimes slip. John was super excited to see Jesus when he found out that the tomb was empty. I'd be that guy. It's just a funny thing to think about. I'm now intrigued by John's biography. Maybe I can find more to compare. It's just my mind flying around like a fly around a burning wick. La la la... This is what happens when I've been cast away.
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