Friday, April 9, 2010

Off to Mammoth

I'm not sure why I'm sitting here typing like a zombie. My mind is shut down, but my body is awake. I just realize tonight, when I was taking a shower, that I forgot to eat today. I only had a banana this morning and a descent lunch. That's it. I'm all about being mentally prepared for busy days. I guess that's good.
I leave to Mammoth in like 2 hours. I should sleep. Dude, seriously. I need to sleep. After wrestling with 40lbs. of chicken. I managed to put them all in place, and half of them are soaking in deliciousness. I also managed to pack my bag and get ready for Mammoth. I am really excited about this trip. I just feel like it'll be a grand time. It'll be grand. I'm excited. I'm tired for now. I'm sure I'll sleep on the way.
Oh man! I'm all smiles after a really tough week. It's over now. It was a crazy week. I don't even know how I survived. Next week is just as crazy. I am slowly getting used to it. I like the challenge that it brings. I just need to put in the effort of actually working out. I think I only worked out twice this week. That's not good. Failure.
My life is sitting on a pedestal right now. It has been this whole year. I made a to-do list this year and so far I'm ahead of what I have envisioned. However, there are a few things that's kind of catching me by surprise. I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow? I wonder what's going to happen next week? I can only tell on what's on my calendar right now and how this world is just blessing me. Blessing me with head aches, heart aches, and stress. I am still in love with stress. Growing up, I've always been intuitive of what's coming next. Always want to take it on, head first. I'm weird. I know. I like a good challenge. Whether it's a math problem, in the pool, with the girls, etc. There are things that I can't take, and I'm slowly having back that control again. I should go back skate again, see where that leads. Now that's going to be a big challenge. I'll explain later.
I'm going to close my eyes and dream about a happy place for an hour or so. Yay!

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