...Good Friday service was excellent. It's probably the most powerful Friday of the year. It what really defines "true love". The sacrifice that God did just for us. I don't even deserve it. I was thinking, praying, talking to God through my thoughts of how it's so ridiculous, Jesus' death was. I can't really explain it. It's because I am His adopted child that He had to sacrifice His own Son for my own benefit. It's a great reminder that my life here on earth would not have been like this without Him. That I should stand tall and be an example of His great love and beauty. It was so good to just be content with God tonight. It made me see things clearly and just shook me up to a point where I really don't need to worry about my own life and issues. I'm already saved. These earthly worries like school, work, relationships, are just temporary. Even to be bothered by a barking dog in the middle of the night can be sustainable. It'll shut up. Hopefully... I am at peace again. There's peace in my heart and confidence that everything will work out according to His great plan. The act of sacrifice is just beautiful. I'm still recollecting and still feeling the goose bumps from the service. It's so good, so beautiful...
Genesis 1:31 always gets me excited. How God saw everything that he made, and it was very good. It is. Everyone's beautiful. Even when they're in tears. Even when everything is going against our week. Even though people are staining this world. Everything is still beautiful. Beauty is having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about, etc.; delighting the senses or mind. My mind's very unique compared to the "normal mind" or the "ideal mind". I sense things differently than a normal person in this society senses. I get the normal, now why can't I go beyond that. There's a fine line between over analyzing something to just having the "whatever" mentality. It may sound cheesy, but I find beauty everyday in Jesus.
Interesting study...
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It's pretty amazing what technology does... I'll be praying for these findings. I'm not sure where I stand yet. I think it's interesting. That's how God's son looked like, whom I owe my life too. Not really legitimate until Revelations 1:12-18 comes out of no where. Nothing to go crazy on because I know where I'll end up at. Pray for those who are beautiful inside, but has no clue what everlasting life means. God will work His ways on us. I have faith.
Moving on... Everything is beautiful. When a man calls a woman "cute" he's looking at her face. When he calls her "pretty" he's looking at her face. When he calls her "hot" he's looking at her body. And when he calls her beautiful, he's looking at her body. I do desire a beautiful woman of God. I was doing a little research tonight after a long night of victory in Jesus and fellowship with fellow believers. I found out 5 bold moves for today's discerning women. I came across this book by Robert Lewis (same guy who wrote Men's fraternity) it's called The New Eve. In this book he mentions 5 bold moves for today's discerning women.
- Live from the Inside Out
- Adopt a Biblical Definition of Womanhood
- Embrace a Big Picture Perspective on Life
- Live with the End in Mind
- Use Wisdom with a Man
When I hear the word "beautiful", I think of women. How they're just so perfectly made by God, who's also beautiful. God is beautiful. His creation's beautiful. He created women. That makes sense. Probably not, I'm tired. I went on a long hike with a group of people. It didn't feel like I was with anyone though as they kind of just took off. I was a little turtle. Got nicknamed as the "Excursion Man" or "Expedition Man". It was quite the highlight of the hike. I was by myself 70% of the dark, cold, long hike to see the beautiful creation. This world is just perfectly made. The moon was there, the stars are somewhat there. I tried communicating with some peacocks, that was a fail. I walked, I prayed, I wasn't scared. I was alone, I wasn't thinking. I was just walking and smiling. I could've taken a wrong turn, but I found my ways.
I'm looking forward to a beautiful weekend. I won't worry about work on Monday yet. I'll let this weekend simmer. Tomorrow should be a beautiful day to clean and tidy up. Sunday is Easter!!! Yes baby! Jesus is Alive! Joy is in my heart. Super excited for that day. It's one of the best Sundays of the year. I'm sure I'll find time and effort to write again. This hasn't been smooth. I'm really exhausted. Long week, good Friday, and a joyful weekend ahead! :)
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