Hi! I don't know where to begin. Whitney Houston died. So sad... I want to quote her right now: And I will alwayssss LOVEEEE YOU!! It's also the grammy's tonight. So there's a lot happening. Church is always exciting! I love our God! I cried a little bit at church today. I just need God. That's it. I don't even know if you exist. I know God exist. That's all I need. I love Him so much. He keeps me going. And hopefully to you, one day. I almost couldn't be able to write to you today. That would be sad. There's been a lot going on. I won't make an excuse. I'm writing now.
Trying to do my finances today. I also tried to assess my options for the future. I really want a house. Where we can start a family. I love you! I'm applying to a handful of school to continue my education. Also seeking a new career path. So that I can thyde more give you more shopping money. Then this verse came to my mind.
Matthew 6:24-25 ”No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money. “Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?
I'm not worried. I tend to be anxious. I'm actually more excited. I won't be alone. I have you. We can do this. I will provide, secure, and protect. Right now I'm just getting ready for you. My focus is on God right now. Then comes myself, because I am yours. Either being in the missions field, or an employee somewhere, or an entrepreneur. Or all of the above. I get down and ill, it's okay. God's grace has given me the drive to survive. I know that you are present. I know that you are going to be my biggest advocate. I want you to be happy. I love you!
Love, John!
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