Nineteenth

Partner!

I can barely move... I played 4 hours of basketball last night and walk around the pier. I actually had a fabulous time watching the night life and eating froyo and playing scrabble. I stood out and even got smiles from the opposite sex. I don't know why, I'm charming I guess. It was fun. I hope you understand that you're with someone that the girls love. I'm just praying that you are more in love with God than you are in love with me. I'm single right now, and my desire is God. My identity is in Christ. I love what I do, I love all my ministries, I love serving, I love being a busy body, I love being social, I love myself. Overall, my first love is Christ. And I want my love for Jesus be beaming to others wherever, whatever I'm doing. A night of basketball, the Counter, oranges/bananas from vons, pier, fro yo, night hike. Epic!

I went to the young professional's group today at the church. I just realize that it's my first time there this year. I've been a part of that group for years now, and it felt weird seeing all the new faces that was in there. I was there for a reason. A great friend's sharing about her mission work. Always awesome! Sunday's are fun and eventful. Fund raiser at Panda Express and then I met a new friend. Played bocchi ball at the park, as I gimped around the green grass. I keep hurting myself by doing too much. Its okay. I know I'll heal. My heart's been ok, I guess. I've been taking them pills, it's expensive, but I decided to take some for 10 days since last week. I had too, there was a lot I was dealing with. I'll tell you more about it later.

Anyways, I've been looking at vacation trips and stuff. I want to travel with you. I am saving moneys for the future and for you. I don't quite know where you are and how you are and when you are coming in my life. Perhaps you already are and we're just both blind. At this point of my life, I'm just working on becoming a better man, so you better be working on becoming a better woman of God. I am just in awe of how God is so amazing and wonderful! Thank you!

Church was AMAZING tonight! I am so thankful for my home church. I can't thank God enough for the pastors, the elders, the leaders, and the congregation for everything. Things are well when I focus my heart and mind on Christ. So gooooood! Afterwards was dude's night. Oh man, I desperately needed this one. We haven't had a dude's night in a while. So many good talks. Great fellowship and just bro love. I'm sure you'll understand my need of dudes nights or dudes day, since you're probably going to have girl time w/ the girls. And that's the beautiful. Alright, I'm sleepy. I pray that you are well and fine when you read this in the future.

Love, John xo