26th

Lovely,

Hi! I failed on something. I'm behind on writing these to you. The business of life and the laziness of my own being has gotten back to me. I embraced this idea from the very beginning and it's hard for me to not know who you are. I pray for you daily. I pray for me daily. I pray for everybody daily. It's always broken. I start out writing to you after I do my devotions and then I could never finish. I shouldn't have any excuses. I'm a little bummed at myself. That's all.

Moving on to your loveliness! There's no doubt that you are lovely. You are so beautiful inside and out. I'm pretty sure you are. I am picky. Really. Often times I feel like I'll die alone. Only God knows what our future holds. I think it's well. I just have to be more positive. Like you are, whenever I look at you everything is alright. I want you to know that your beauty is beyond measure. My prayers right now is for God to keep a watch on you and for you to be blessed with goodness and happiness.

Everyday something is changing. Change is good. I'm definitely transforming and becoming more aware of what I'm dealing with and what I'm suppose to do in my life. This journey isn't easy, but I'm enjoying every bit of it. I hope you are becoming the woman that God has desired for you. And as we do so, our desire has, is and should be God. I want to you to know that in times of grayness and times of headaches that we are going to go through it together and I'll try to make this journey as comfortable as possible for you.

Three more days of writings to you.. I'm sure these letters won't be the end. My days are weird and my brain is always tired. I love you!

Sincerely, John